JIEREN

Boring

2010-05-23T14:47:00.001+08:00

Very boring weekend. Stayed home for both days. Sian. Does anyone still come here anymore? O.o lol

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Bored

2010-05-17T08:34:00.000+08:00

Felt like skipping school to sleep in just now. Nice weather today. School is so boring. :s this feels like a tweet instead of a blog post. Lol doubt anybody visits already anw.

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Swim

2010-02-17T17:34:00.001+08:00

Swimming when I have an undone econs essay and gp essay test tmr~

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Testing post via iPhone

2010-02-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

Shall see whether this works, if it does then u can expect more blog posts from me liao. Haha!

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2010-02-01T19:01:00.001+08:00

Stumbled upon my own blog. How dumb is that. haha.

It's been so long since i came to this space. No idea what to do with it. The playlist of songs are getting kind of outdated soon.

Maybe i'll drop by again sometime soon. lol.

2010-01-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

It's 2010. Lazy post. haha. Went marina barrage, countdowned with cool ppl, see fireworks, popped champagne. Reek of alcohol. Went hp's house.

Played circle of trust. Some ppl got really drunk. LOL. Quite funny. Reached home late morning just now. Slept for 5 hours. Here i am.

Tmr's big walk.

2009-12-29T21:50:00.003+08:00

Finally watched Avatar 3d with sebby, jillian and gloria. Movie RAWKS!

Anw this is really damn cool. Check this out.

2009-12-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Dun really know wad to update, fun day but then like nothing much also. Just loads of crap.

Had breakfast with papa and mummy before rushing down for service. Met sharm, toh and seow on the train towards expo. Service rawks again!!

After that the funnnn starts. Went City hall, ate at some "high class"(quoted from gwen) imperial restaurant place then ate xiao long bao. Then went esplanade laggg and talk loooooads of crap. Crap and crap and crap. And there's live performances at esplanade too! CoOL.

I'm soooo tireeeed. Long day tmr.

2009-12-24T22:37:00.004+08:00

Quick update:

Tuesday - stupid rehearsal at school the whole day.

Wednesday - Out with kenvin, vera, jiajun, vincent and anthony supposedly going to watch Avatar, but the tickets all sold out. Ended up playing pool. After that went raffles place and lagged there. Left me, kenvin and vera and we met up with gwen and ayton. Went macs and lag before wendy joined. Went home late late late at night,

Today - First xmas service! Met up with jillian and yulu at JP (yulu was late LOL) Service was so great. Drama and everything. Wish that p&w i was longer though. lol. After that went JP with jillian and yulu and "shopped". Haha. Went home after that.

Will be another great day tmr.

Next monday - Avatar 3D FINALLY!!

2009-12-21T21:59:00.001+08:00

feeling so dull..

2009-12-17T21:06:00.001+08:00

Chiong arhhh!!!!

2009-12-16T09:52:00.002+08:00

Tired yesterday so lazy to sign in to blogger. Haha. Nothing much yesterday, just band the whole day. Tired. Concert on Sunday. So fast. Gosh.

Going out to look for some urgent Christmas presents later. Anyone wants to join me? Haha. Think i'll get the rest next week. Just feel like plomping down on the sofa with iced Milo and watch tv the whole day today. Sianzz.

I need more excitement and time in my life.

Ironic. When i feel kind of free and having time in my hands, i wish my life is more packed, but when i'm feeling hectic with loads of stuffs, i wish i have time for a short break.

2009-12-14T19:18:00.007+08:00

Camp's over. Ultimate fun. Miss it already. Pictures! Not much pictures of the cheers and stuffs. Most of these pics taken during the second and third day, dragonboat + HAT PARTY!! (:(:

Team Gladiators before we got into the dragonboat!

In the dragonboat(i dun even know they're taking pics)

Off we go!

Getting off the boat.

Wet and distraught.

Another one,

(Me and kaixin(hope i rmb correctly) She's from Rv too.

Me and leader Gwen. lol. Impromptu shot.

After Hat Party!!

W472+Wendy. LOL.

Random shots otw to bus stop

Me and kj being as graceful as a flamingo.

Supper at KAP till 2+am.

Super fun. hahaha. We should do this again soon. (:

Next up, band bbq after service yesterday.

The evolution. LOL.

Me and Anna!! Missed her while she's in Australia man. Like a long nvr see her already till ytd.

Trombones!!

Loving trombones!

Blog's been rather dead these past few days coz i've been really busy having a FANTABULOUS time!! LOL. Enjoy the pictureful posts!

2009-12-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

Shall not be a deejay and post songs today. Tired.

So early this morning, rushed down to Riverwalk for the first day of Camp Believe! Transferred from Knight to Gladiator. So last minute. Oh wells. Kind of sad at first coz i helped out quite alot with the miscellaneous stuff at Knight. But oh wells, enjoyed myself at Gladiator too.

Will be going dragonboating tmr! Wooooo~

2009-12-06T20:58:00.005+08:00

Wanted to change my blog song to Body Language by Jesse Mccartney feat T.Pain but mixpod seems to be having a problem. Zzz.

Shall just post some music videos i like then.

First up, Body Language by Jesse Mccartney featuring T.Pain. Love this song. Random fact: Jesse Mccartney shares the same birthday as me 9th April (:

Next up, Heaven can wait by We The Kings. Ultimate weird video. But whatever, nice song.

Third, All the Right Moves by One Republic.

Last, here's Belle of the Boulevard by Dashboard Confessionals, my fav band. (:

All right that's all. More hits to come. All these songs are very new and IN. HAHA. So if you want to know the latest music, check back on my blog. 4 for today. Still have loads. (:

My blog's changing to some entertainment updates blog in an attempt to get more visitors. If you visit, please tag. (:

2009-12-05T22:07:00.004+08:00

I like this song by this kid called Justin Bieber. It's called One Less Lonely Girl. Enjoy. (:

2009-12-04T16:21:00.001+08:00

Short post today. Wrist still hurts. Haish.

2009-12-03T13:27:00.012+08:00

This is stupid but i think i sprained my wrist halfway through doing assessments just now. It hurts like crazy when i exert pressure on it bending my wrist backwards.

Anyway Leona Lewis album "Echo" is out. Haha.

Just talked to my NZ buddy and a few other NZ friends on facebook. Makes me want to go back New Zealand again. They're five hours ahead so they went offline le. I miss the people and the place there. Call me ungrateful or wad, but truthfully New Zealand is a much more beautiful country than Singapore, especially after staying in "high rise buildings and concrete everywhere" Singapore. You'll love the greenery there. Look. By the way, these are all pictures taken by me, non professional photographer LOL, but it still looks so beautiful! I confirm plus chop will go back as soon as i can. (:

The sea there, nice right. No such things in Singapore.
Those white white dot like things, are birds.
Totally looks like a poster. BEAUTIFUL!
The geysers there. There's one of me inside the pic, but my hair got v messed up so i shan't put. LOL.
Took this at the kiwi 360 plantation. Nice right. Can see the droplets.
Okay luh, not say no highrise buildings at all, BUT only a few. Even the shopping malls are only 3 storeys high.

Beach with another small island just by the sea.
Nice?
Their super clean beach with super nice white sand.
Another one. They have beaches with black/purple sand too.

Cool right. I can't find the pic though.

Taken on the bus journey.
Some river. V nice! The water v cold, but then

saw someone bring two big dogs to swim in the river. Lol.
Me and johnny on the bridge.
Taken on the bus. NZ's full of farmland. I took so much pictures,

all turned out almost the same. LOL.

On the bus. Beautiful scenery everywhere.

Dunno what's this called, but nice right?!
(can see the bus window railing at the bottom -.-)
At the Marai
i love this pic, haha.
At some mountain, forgot wad's it called.

At the mountain. lol.

Gosh, i really want to go there again so much. It's just so beautiful. And do you know that the Chronicles of Narnia was filmed there also. haha.

Anyway, ending this post, here's a song i've been listening to repeatedly. It's called Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift:

2009-12-02T10:10:00.003+08:00

So World AIDS Day's over and the hype's is also sort of over. lol. I'm one of the hypocritical people living in this hypocritical world. Everybody seems so concern about the issue of AIDS suddenly but after that, it's just left with the same few people and organisations who truly care about this. Just like how everyone seems so patriotic during National Day but after that, everyone continues to complain about the "gahmen". Lol.

Just some crap i've thought of yesterday. lol. Not sure of what to post about again. So this post will be super random.

Anyway came across something i did not know all along. Brad Pitt and Jennifer Aniston was married in 2005 before Angelina Jolie snatched Brad Pitt over. Jennifer Aniston didn't even know Brad Pitt cheated on her until vacation photos of Brad and Angelina popped up months later. -.- After reading that, sort of gave a thumbs down in my impression of Brad Pitt.

So Brad Pitt jumped from Jennifer Aniston to Angelina Jolie. lol.

Got to go for band already. Looks like its going to rain. Sianzz. Might post again if i feel like it at night. Somebody tag my tagboard. lol.

2009-12-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

2009-12-01T19:07:00.006+08:00

Not sure what to post today. Haha.

Christmas songs and advertisements playing all around now. Christmas is coming~

Anyway i heard this on radio 98.7FM recently. Lady G

aga was from the Convent of the Sacred Heart Girls School in New York and apparently she was taught by the nuns from that school. And the nuns are shocked and definitely displeased when they were shown a video of Lady Gaga's VMA performance. LOL.

Random pic of her. LOL.

I also found out that Lady Gaga's actually called Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta. COOL NAME. haha. Why will she want to be called Lady Gaga when her real name's actually Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta?

Not sure what else to blog about. haha. OH. And today World AIDS Day. Lots of messages going out in the media about that too.

WHICH REMINDS ME of "RENT" the musical i watched in music classes while i was in lower secondary. Very nice movie i think. Watch it. Really freaking nice. I like the songs. Especially this(Seasons of Love-Rent), Note: Remember to pause the song playing from my blog's music player before playing the video.

Rent is a rock musical with music and lyrics whcih tells the story of a group of impoverished young artists and musicians struggling to survive and create, under the shadow of AIDS.

DO watch it, it's called "Rent". I'm sure you can find it somewhere online. Really nice!

That's all for my post today i guess. Give me some ideas on what to blog about. LOL. And please tag after reading. (:

2009-11-30T22:30:00.001+08:00

You know you need someone when the need's so strong

When they're gone you don't know how to go on

So the whole world is stuck in a moment

Standing still until they come back

2009-11-30T17:45:00.005+08:00

Second post of the day.

Look at these. It's coming to the end of the year. Minus the thoughts of a new year ahead, sitting back and thinking about these is such a therapy to the mind. (:

Christmas Balls!
Suntec City Christmas Decor. haha. Love the hanging trees.

Orchard Road. Squeeze for the festive mood. haha. But then again must be careful of belongings and such. -.-
Christmas Stockings!

Don't these pictures just get you into the Christmas mood? I can't wait for the festive mood to be upon everyone now and we can start celebrating Christmas now. (:

2009-11-30T11:40:00.006+08:00

Service yesterday was really good. Really really good. lol. After that went to jw, cheered Rachael and jiajun on for their water baptism. It's been so long since i ate at second best but the food still tastes good. lol.

Feels that my blog is very plain. Shall attempt to upload pictures, videos or songs more frequently. lol. So shall upload a live performance of Everybody In Love by JLS, my fav song of the moment performing at X Factor Results show. They emerged from X Factor btw.

Please turn off the music on my mixpod on the bottom right column before playing the video. (:

Maybe i'll post again by the end of today. Do check back. (:

2009-11-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

Cut my hair today. haha. Finally after so long. Kind of cut it coz i felt that it's quite irritating with my long and messy hair covering up my ears which feels kind of itchy sometimes due to the hair. LOL.

Had band prac today. Reality check, concert's in about 3 weeks and everyone's still not feeling kan chiong about it. Haish. Hope ppl will really practice and try to perfect the piece to the best.

Weather's crazy. One moment it can be shining brightly and the next moment, there's a sudden downpour. Remember to bring your umbrellas when going out. (:

Finally tomorrow's Sunday.

2009-11-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

Changed my blogskin (thanks (: and credits to daphine), song currently playing's called Everybody in Love by JLS. Tag my blog if you happen to drop by. Neglected it for almost two months.

Exciting updates: the new band room at the new campus is huge, 4 times the area of the old band room and twice the height. So huge that it's hard to think of what to do with all the space.

Nevertheless, will be quite fun furnishing and decorating the new band room soon. Pictures of it on facebook. (:

Watched 2012 last sunday with W472. The movie rocks but it was quite long, so i fidgeted about in my seat quite abit. lol. But the effects are nice. And i love the credits song. Time for Miracles by Adam Lambert. One of my faves. (:

Ticket sales: Yuhua band concert featuring RV senior band. 20th December 2009, Sunday, 5pm at Victoria Concert Hall. Tickets are at 12 or 15 dollars each for stall or circle seats respectively. (: Do contact me if you want to order tickets.

Have not been feeling very good recently. Hope things will get better. Do leave a tag.

2009-10-06T18:05:00.003+08:00

Last time i blogged was like a month ago.

Quick updates:

1) Exams are over, results are horrendous, still managed to scrape through i suppose, shall work harder next time, really too crappy

2) Project work everyday after exams, written report still like halfway through, oral presentation slides yet to be done, zzz

3) Dunno why recently i'm always so broke

4) Backing up my files and reformatting my computer soon

5) Phone bill only exceeded by a little bit for last month, vast improvement, but then still not sure whether my parents will cut my line soon

6) School's so meaningless nowadays

7) I'm so bored of facebook already

8) There's so many movies i want to watch, but i'm broke

9) I really need to save up

10) Why am i having ccas on days when other ccas do not have, i know it's essential for performance coming up end of this year, but i still dunlike it

That's about all.

Regretted not studying hard enough and getting this kind of real crappy results. Can't do anything about it already though, shall work harder this upcoming holidays and chiong for next year as well.

To everyone out there who's having exams or going to have exams, don't lag and waste precious time away and panic at the last minute like me. Endure through it for the few days and at least if you know you put in your best, you won't regret it. All the best for exams.

2009-09-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

The poem used in the movie is by Pablo Neruda. It is Sonnet 17 of Neruda’s 100 Love Sonnets available in English translation by Stephen Tapscott. It is this translation that Patch reads in the movie. Here is the text of the poem in its entirety:

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms,

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;

so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,

so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,

so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

2009-08-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song. Blogger looks so weird now so i dun feel like posting much.

Added the song hands down by dashboard confessional. Loved this song and played this song on rockband too just like don't look back in anger by oasis.

Lyrics for Hands Down ( i like the lyrics):

Hands Down

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

(:
Be thankful.

2009-08-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

Alrights i shall update. Lol. Though there are no pictures coz i'm lazy to upload onto my blog.

Its a monday, a seemingly enjoyable weekend is about to pass. School's going to start again tmr, which means boring homework, boring teachers and lessons and lectures and being released from school at 6pm everyday except friday, which is 8pm. Sounds exciting eh.

So on friday, i reached school 45 mins late. Lucky i was late, or else i would have to stand through all the boring speeches and stuffs. Fast forward. After that, was released at 10am, half an hour before the official dismissal time. Went to watch UP(3d) at gv vivo. The movie was quite nice, even nicer when watched with the right people. (:

After that went East Coast Park for a picnic. hahaha. Xueqiang brought curry chicken, sheryl brought beehoon, rachael brought nuggets and luncheon meat and fishballs, sylvia brought utensils (or maybe fishball is she bring one, can't rmb), huipeng brought jelly and stuffs for dessert while i brought 1.5 litres drinks. hahahaha. Quite a spread. Left after that while the rest went to cycle.

An enjoyable day. (:

National day cellgroup on saturday. Haha almost everyone wore red and white except for those forgetful ones. hahaha. Had a great time playing games and eating prata and chatting around. Made a new friend, brandon. hahaha. He's clara and callista's brother, primary one this year, very cute.

Sunday service was as usual. Must praise louder and crazier than the soccer fans! haha although i'm a soccer fan myself too. LOL. After that, went to eat at cineleisure and talked and talked. After that, went to walk around ION Orchard and talked alot again. Went my cousin's house after that and lagged before going up to the rooftop to watch fireworks. lol. Felt like i was watching a repeat telecast as i've been to the preview 2 weeks ago. Happy 44th birthday singapore~

Today, wasn't very productive. haha. No idea wad i was doing most of the time. Drinking manuka honey now. lol. Wordy post, but at least i updated. (:

2009-08-01T14:28:00.001+08:00

Changed my blog song to Don't look back in anger by Oasis. Quite an old song but its real nice. (:

Thanks everyone for tagging even though my blog's already so dead. haha. Can't find the inspiration to update.

Enjoy the song (:

2009-07-16T19:24:00.001+08:00

Lost is where you found me, shattered and frail, but you love me still.

2009-07-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

Got comments that every post of mine sounds the same, which is quite true luh. haha.

Weekends ending soon. Why can't everyday be a saturday and sunday. lol. Actually its not about monday to friday which i dunlike, its just school. Mondays to fridays would be as great as saturdays and sundays without school. lols.

Dr. Bernard's message is so overwhelming and powerful. Really brought out the life in me again. (:

Much homework still undone. Nvm. Lols.

Things seems to be okay and getting better after they past. As they say, time heals all wounds i guess and we'll grow stronger out of it.

2009-07-09T21:12:00.008+08:00

Changed my blog song to baby don't you break my heart slow by Vonda Shepard. Nice song. (:

Its been long since i last blogged.

Baby, i always feel at ease when i'm with you. (: its a very special feeling i can and will never get anywhere else. Thinking of you all the time, and you promised me you'll do the same. I'm treasuring every single minute and second that i can get to be with you coz i know that every moment is precious when i'm with you. I love you baby.

Nothing really exciting happened to me this week. I'm a boring person. lols. I'm so bored.

Can't wait for weekends.

This is such a "nothing to write about" post. lol.

Check back soon. Might, just might, update another one soon. Or maybe not so
soon. Not sure. Depends on whether i have the mood or anything to blog.

Thanks for the tags anyway. Byes. (:

2009-07-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

Don't feel like a topmost priority, perhaps i'm just not.

2009-06-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. - Corinthians

Got to keep that in mind.

I believe that I would fly you to the moon and back if you'll be . . . if you'll be my baby. ~ From a song by Savage Garden ~

"Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you." - anonymous

(: i feel much better now. Hope u are too.

2009-06-18T11:50:00.002+08:00

Tired of coming back to the same post and listening to the same music everytime i come to my own blog. Still visit it everyday even though i didn't post, almost always expecting my blog to post and change the music magically by itself.

So changed the blogsongs to songs from Hannah Montana the movie soundtrack. These are all my favourites. (: Butterfly fly away, The Climb, Bless the broked road(accoustic) and Crazier.

Hope u guys read the previous post, spent quite some effort typing all of that in. lol. Feeling so restless now, not feeling very productive and school's going to start quite soon. Argh. I hope they close down all the schools for another two weeks or so coz of the swine flu.

Btw, if u guys are bored, here are some ways to keep urself entertained. After u exhaust everything i suggested, u know its time to blog like wad i'm doing here. -.-
1. Watch movies (of coz rmb to ask me out)
2. Play farm town on facebook (rmb to add me as a neighbour and give me gifts)
3. Play sports (badminton, soccer, rmb to ask me out too)
4. Watch television (though i'm not really a fan of mediacorp dramas, i recommend the 7pm show on channel 8 from monday to friday)
5. Eat durians (its the season! Been eating quite alot myself)

Okay that's crap, u can't keep eating and eating durians. Hmmm and if u feel like a good boy or girl, here are some things u can do which is more productive in my opinion (note that i'm not feeling v productive..)
1. Pack your room and notes
2. Study
3. Do homework
4. Do housework
5. Get back into the mood for school, train yourself to wake up at 6am again everyday

You'll be crazy if u manage to do everything under the productive list. Take my hats off to you if u manage to do all that. Especially if u're in the age group of 12 to 18 (dun think anyone under 12 reads my blog). haha. That is of coz unless u have important exams coming up like the PSLE, O levels or A levels. That is of coz, an exception. Not trying to promote slackness here. lols.

I'm so feeling forced to study and stuffs now. Feel like stoning. Feel like going for a concert. Feel like lagging around at starbucks and stuffs after a concert. Feel like going sentosa for a whole day. Oh man.. Want to enter a world where there's everything i want. Who doesn't? lols.

I'm so bored i feel like i'm having a conversation with myself in this post. urgh. Byes and check back soon.

2009-06-11T10:13:00.002+08:00

Today's post will be about something i read quite awhile ago and recently read through it again and find it v meaningful so i decided to share it on my blog to the few readers who read. Going to be a long post here. lol.

The book i read is "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren which is about christian stuffs but i'm going to edit it here and there so that i wun sound too spiritual here. But if u want, i can lend u the book. lols. Title of wad i'm going to write here? Love.

Life is all about love.

Learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task. It runs counter to our self-centered nature. That's why we're given a lifetime to learn it. Love cannot be learned in isolation. You have to be around people- irritating, imperfect, frustrating people.

Love should be your top priority, primary objective, and greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life; it's the most important part. It's not enough to say, "One of the things i want in life is to be loving," as if it's in your top ten list. Relationships must have priority in your life above everything else. Life without love is really worthless.

Often we act as if relationships are something to be squeezed into our schedule. We talk about finding time for our children or making time for people in our lives. Tat gives the impression that relationships are just a part of our lives along with many other tasks. But relationships are what life is about.

Relationships, not achievements or the acquisition of things, are what matters most in life. So why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our schedules become overloaded, we start skimming relationally, cutting back on giving the time, energy, and attention that loving relationships require.

Busyness is a great enemy of relationships. We become preoccupied with making a living, doing our work, paying bills, and accomplishing goals as if these tasks are the point of life. They are not. The point of life is learning to love. Life minus love equals zero.

Love will last forever. Love leaves a legacy. How you treated other people, not your wealth or accomplishments, is the most enduring impact you can leave on earth. As Mother Teresa said, "It's not what you do, but how much love you put into it that matters." Love is the secret of a lasting heritage.

When you're at the bedside of people in their final moments, how often do you hear people say, "Bring me my diplomas! I want to look at them one more time. Show me my awards, my medals, that gold watch i was given."? Never. When life on earth is ending, people don't surround themselves with objects. What we want around us is people- people we love and have relationships with.

In our final moments we all realize that relationships are what life is all about. Wisdom is learning that truth sooner rather than later. Don't wait until you're on your deathbed to figure out that nothing matters more.

The Best Expression of Love is Time

The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. If you want to know a person's priorities, just look at how they use their time.

Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set of it. You can make more money, but you can't make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.

It is not enough just to say relationships are important; we must prove it by investing time in them. Words alone are worthless. Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is "T-I-M-E."

The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves. Many have said, "I don't understand my wife and kids. I provide everything they need. What more could they want?" They want you! Your eyes, your ears, your time, your attention, your presence, your focus- your time. Nothing can take the place of that.

The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate. It is focused attention. Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at the moment. Attention says, " i value you enough to give you my most precious asset- my time." Whenver you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love.

You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving. Love means giving up- yielding my preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else.

The Best Time to Love is Now.

Sometimes procrastination is a legitimate response to a trivial task. But because love is what matters most, it takes top priority.

Why is now the best time to express love? Because you don't know how long you will have the opportunity. Circumstances change. People die. Children grow up. You have no guarantee of tomorrow. If you want to express love, you had better do it now.

The best use of life is love. The best expression of love is time. The best time to love is now.

Hope u enjoyed this post of sharing wad i read. (:

2009-06-09T10:10:00.002+08:00

No idea wad to post here, but still i think i should write something before this blog becomes totally dead. lols.

Went to watch dance subaru at orchard cine yesterday, missed out quite a bit coz i was late. lols. But overall, the show was okay okay ba. Normal storyline, therefore not much creativity. lols. Dun condemn me for saying tt.

After the show, went to walk abit around orchard road, saw monique and hilary. lols. They went to watch the same show too but at a later timeslot. So qiao.

Really don't know wad to say anymore. hahas. Wish that holidays will never end.

Listening to breakaway by kelly clarkson now. Nice song (:
I want to get outdoors and play and party to my heart's content. But i can't do it due to lots of restrictions, some self imposed. Sad. Hope i can just relax at sentosa soon, just lag on the beach.

2009-06-03T21:10:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song.

It's been a long time since i last posted. And holidays are finally here, although i'll still need to study but at least there's more freedom now.

Feeling tired. So had service on sunday before going for the harvest fair. haha. Earned monopoly money to take lots of photos. After that went city hall to fellowship before going home.

Went for class chalet on monday to tuesday. The chalet was small, and hot. Felt uncomfortable most of the time. Had some catching up and played wif my sec4 classmates. Went home on tuesday evening feeling stinky. hahas. Had a good bath and a good sleep.

Today went to watch Monsters vs Aliens in 3d at vivocity wif bella and yifei in the morning before going for class cip in the afternoon. The movie was quite funny. Cip was v slack, just had to play wif the kids. After that went for year 5 class outing at imm which was just to eat before going up to the rooftop garden to chat and play lame games. lol.

Feeling tired now. Dunno y my neck and back and shoulders are feeling so sore. I seriously need a massage. lols.

2009-05-17T18:35:00.004+08:00

Updating again, no videos this time though. haha so it shall be all words.

Cg yesterday was good, made popiahs although they all come out in all kinds of weird shapes. hahas. After cg went westmall for awhile before taking a stroll and enjoying the scenery of the sky. (=

Had double service today. hahas. Trying to imagine CHC having 780000 members, that'll be like around 1/6th of Singapore's population. lols. Fellowship was great after that, didnt had such a laugh for such a long time that i missed the feeling.

12 more days to holidays although teachers would put it as a "study break" instead of holidays. Apparently they said we have no holidays till after A levels. Hmmm no difference since i never had a real holiday since i came into Rv anyway. Every holidays will be filled with remedials, ccas and stuffs.

I want everyday to be a day which i can enjoy myself and do the things i love. I want to relax, take a stroll along the beach, play games at sentosa, watch the sunset, chat and be merry over dinner. I want my life to be stress free, to be able to enjoy the scenery around me, to walk and shop along Orchard Road without having to worry about anything. I want a life where there's peace all around so that there'll be absolute peace in my heart. I want to be close to nature, be with all my friends, and talk and talk like there's nothing else in the world. I want to lie on the plains and watch the skyline. I wish to be on an vacation island with my friends and people i love and nobody else.

I want so much stuffs... Can the June holidays fufil even half of them?

Just wanna be with you...

2009-05-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

Shall post again though i think that the view rate is pathetic. haha hardly any tags on the blog and its not about anything i posted as well. So sad.

Shall put up a video i'm impressed with again. Maybe this can just become i place where i put all the videos i like and maybe one day when i get bored i can rewatch all the videos. haha.

These two guys are talented! Presenting: LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt

Enjoy and do leave a tag. Thank you.

2009-05-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

Attempted to change my blogskin but failed to. Turns out weird in the end so i repasted my previous settings. Imeem abit weird now so keep playing 30secs extracts of songs no matter which one i put.

Syf's finally over, proud that we got a silver. No tinge of disappointment at all as we know we've worked so hard for it. Moreover we're a small band and its great. (:

Now, think its time for me to start bucking up on my academics and catching up with my sleep.

Sharing a video here in case there's still people out there who haven't watched this:

Susan'>http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=55732145">Susan Boyle

This really taught me not to judge people by their cover. A real wake up call for this superficial society. You can hear people laughing and sniggering when she first walked onto stage. I must admit i'm one of them. But after she opened her mouth and sang the first phrase, i was stunned. My hair stood on ends. And Simon's so good at twisting his words. haha. Amazing.

2009-04-23T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmm realised i'm posting on another thursday. lol.

So i changed my blogsong to What You Got by Colby O'Donis Ft. Akon. Just felt like changing blogsong. lols.

Been reaching school in the knick of time for the past few days. Everytime alight from the bus and rush into the school and just nice not late. lols. Guess i'm really tired from having so many cca days, can't force myself to wake up every morning.

Don't really know wad to post here, school's as boring as always with homework, homework, more homework and upcoming tests. So i guess i'll just wander into my dream world again.

Last post was about having extra weekends. lol. This post will be about living in a much more peaceful world without so much schooling and stress. Always wanted to live in a quiet town surrounded by forests and beaches and nature. lol. Maybe something like Forks in twilight except that i would like it to be less gloomy and more like California's weather. haha. Like the kind of life u get in Enid Blyton's books.

Living in a cottage like house (of coz with all the current technology, so used to computers and such tt my life would feel weird without all these stuffs ), going to the malls for movies, walking a dog along the beach, hiking in the forest and having picnics on the plains. Wouldn't it be nice~~ lol.

Hmmm add in the horses and farm animals. haha. Sounds like a bit of New Zealand element in it. Actually abit of Singapore element also not too bad, add in the orchard road and bugis, the Sydney Opera house along with EPL and NBA. LOL. Sounds like a fantasy playground now. Hmmm, throw in some country clubs as well. And not forgetting the luxury yachts and helicopters. haha. And as a typical Singaporean, there must be a wide variety of good food. haha.

If only such a place exists.. Maybe heaven is like tt (: lols. Done crapping le. Back to reality. Waking up at 6 tmr and having lessons all the way till 4.20 before going for cca till about 8. Homework and tests due and coming up soon. Urgh, terrible world to live in.

Someone tell me something to be glad for about this place compared to my dreamland. lols.

2009-04-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to blog, been so busy over so many stuffs. Feel so out of breath.

Having band like almost everyday and there's tests coming up, homework piling up and also feeling the pressure of the syf competition. Maybe that's why my mood is like a roller coaster recently. Hmmm can't help it, got to cope with all of it somehow. Just wish that all of those would suddenly disappear.

Oh and continuing from the last post, thanks to bella for organising a sort of birthday bash for me, had a great dinner at Marche and a pleasant cake surprise before going home. lols.

Wish that there were two Saturdays per week coz one saturday would be fully occupied by band so i need the other one to do the stuffs i need to and also enjoy the stuffs i want to. Sunday's pretty packed too so maybe can just put another Sunday in as well. Why can't a week just be "Monday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Saturday, Sunday and Sunday" Life would be so much enjoyable and less stressful.

Lol all that above is all crap and wishful thinking ba. But maybe the ministry of education would come up with a 3 days week instead of the current 5 days week. Lol. That's provided the school dun add in school activities into the extra Saturdays and Sundays though. haha.

Hmmm i'm living in my own dreamland now. Dun mind me, it's like the only time i have to actually dream my own life. Ending this post here, check back soon. Wonder how many ppl still read my blog actually, lols, ppl might think i abandoned my own blog after not posting for so long.

2009-04-10T10:58:00.003+08:00

Short post here. (:

Want to thank everyone who wished me happy birthday either in person, by sms/call, on msn or on facebook. Thanks everyone! (: Can't reply the birthday wishes by sms coz my phone bill went abit crazy. lols.

Thanks to everyone who celebrated by birthday with me, sang me birthday songs and who's going to still celebrate my birthday with me. lol. I'm so lucky, long weekend to celebrate my birthday although the official day's over le. (:

Shall post more at night ba. Got to rush out soon.

2009-04-06T20:41:00.004+08:00

Lol realise my last blog post was exactly a week ago so decided to update again.

A week passed by real quickly last week. The new zealand students left and its back to normal school timetable again. Shall blog about significant events ba.

So on saturday, had band prac in the afternoon. So sian, had to miss cgm. After band, went to celebrate hp's birthday. Happy birthday huipeng! Ate fish & co. and had a good time. Left hp's house with daniel at around 3am.

Service on sunday, was caught in the sudden heavy downpour. Ended up late. Pastor Kong was so funny along with the interesting dramas. haha. And after service, w472 celebrated my birthday. Thanks loads guys. And special thanks to Geraldine and Jiajun for their touching speeches. (: and also for the present. U guys are the first to celebrate my birthday yea. After tt had a good time fellowshipping at westmall before going to cut my hair. -.-

Today was a normal school day. Went to tiong to get another set of uniform, now i have 4 sets. No idea why i'll need so many sets. Went home after tt (:

Oh and just in case i dun post for the next few days, i would like to wish these ppl happy birthdays.
Happy Birthday Elijah on 7th April!
Happy Birthday Veron on 8th April!
& Happy Birthday Jesse Mccartney on 9th April! LOL.

start of something new.

2009-03-30T21:30:00.003+08:00

So sunday went out to fetch the nz students. Walked with them around orchard before bringing them out to catch "confessions of a shopaholic". Show was damn nice and funny (: After that brought them back to ymca before having dinner with yifei, bella, richmond and weiren. Went home after that.

Today, went school. Then after that brought the kiwis out for singapore river walk. Brought them around and shopped at bugis street and stuffs then after that ate with them at lau pa sat. Lots of local delicacies. Bought so much till we can't finish. Mrs choy bought loads of food for us to share with the howick college students too. Very nice! hahas. Ended up super full though. After that went home.

Tmr will be the last day the kiwis are going to be here. So sad. Think i'll miss them alot. It's always hard to say goodbye.

When they leave, the pressure's going to pile up on me once again. Hais shall not think about it.

2009-03-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Finally posting again.

On friday, had friendly match with the kiwis before bringing them out to the singapore zoo and night safari. Been quite awhile since i last been there. Walked like crazy around the zoo, then ate dinner at kfc before boarding the tram at night safari. After that, the kiwis have to go back to their hotel le as it was getting quite late, so me, richmond, bella, xiumin and yuching went to watch the Creatures of the night show before going to walk a short trail. Went home after that. Took bus from the zoo to cck before taking the last 985 with bella to westmall and went home. No more 188 service le. lols. lucky i decided to take 985 instead, or else i'll be waiting like a stupid there. hahas. Reached home slightly after midnight. Bathed and collapsed.

Today, i auto woked up at 6 plus. Didnt even set alarm coz i fell asleep(collapsed) and i can wake up, stunned. Its like i got an inbuilt alarm clock in me. lols. So spammed calls to wake ppl up who also forgot to set alarm and collapsed on the bed like me. lols. Went to harbourfront to fetch the kiwis and then went to hort park, after that walked freaking long about 3km to mount faber before going for lunch at vivocity food republic. Watched Hotel for Dogs today, very very nice movie. Realise i've been watching alot of dogs movies, eg. Bolt, Marley and Me then now Hotel for Dogs. LOL. After tt ate dinner before taking 174 home.

Tmr bringing the kiwis out again. I'm so tired and my legs feel sore. lols. But guess its worth it ba, hosting them brings much joy into my boring school life. lols. They'll be leaving on tuesday though. Haish. There's always an end to good things.

2009-03-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Today was a tiring day. My eyes feel like its burning whenever i close it, no idea why. lols.

So finally attended a few lessons this morning, which is only GP, chem lecture and physics lecture actually. After that left my class and joined the Nz "committee" lol.

Chinatown amazing race was quite successful i guess. Congratulations to everyone in grp 3 in charge of organising this: Johnny, Joshua, Shawn, Richmond, Zhiliang, Bella, Yifei and myself! hahas.

So the everyone else in my group left for chinatown to prepare for their stations while me and johnny stayed in school and briefed the nz students before the chinatown race. Johnny is so so so flustered and anxious and worried that something will go wrong lor. On the other hand, i'm like so lag and relaxed. LOL. Super funny, huge difference. & i keep telling him to relax -.-

And he was super anxious and lost at wad to do when it started to drizzle on the way there. Haha. Not only him actually, quite a few others also keep asking me and johnny wad to do which made johnny even more flustered. Haha. Lucky i was around to tell them that dun worry and believe that the clouds will clear and the drizzling will stop and the weather will be fine! HAHA i sound so ego. hehehs. Then i prayed to God that it will stop drizzling and the weather will be fine for the amazing race. (: True enough, once we reach there, the drizzling stopped, skys cleared and the sun shined! Ptl! woohoo super nice weather.

And right after the amazing race ended and the shopping time we allowed the kiwis to shop around. We gathered back and the clouds covered the skys again and there started to be lightning and thunder. LOL. So coincidence seh, it really was fine weather for us to complete the amazing race and shopping only. haha.

Took bus home will bella. Saw richmond through the window halfway through the bus trip. lols. Shows that mrt ain't tt much faster than bus after all.

Everything will be fine, always look on the bright side and don't worry too much coz worrying wun solve anything. (:

2009-03-23T19:45:00.003+08:00

School reopened today.

Didn't attend any lessons at all. haha. Hosted the nz students. Haish, hosting them makes me think of new zealand and makes me feel like flying there and live there forever. Everything seems so much better there, less stress, better weather, friendlier people, peaceful surroundings and lots of other stuffs.

Think i'll lag behind quite alot in my studies for this one week hosting the nz students, but just hope i'll be able to catch up ba. lol.

Anw Bella reopened her blog!! HAHA i feel so honoured. lols. Go and visit please, since she said in her blog that she feels like nobody will notice tt she reopened her blog since she didn't tell anyone. Her link is to the left of my blog. (:

Please do not read the above paragraph, she doesn't want anybody to notice that she reopened her blog. LOL :P

2009-03-21T19:43:00.003+08:00

So today, went yuhua to watch the band exchange. Consists of yuhua sec, rvhs, nanyang girls, hai xin sec, rgs and tkgs. Hmmm think the juniors played until so so ba, not v impressive, but also not bad. Jiayou k juniors, less than 3 weeks to improve before your syf. Anw the exchange was nice, good music played by good bands and i hope this exchange can help all the bands to improve. (: Felt quite noticed during the exchange though. lols. Shall not type it out here though.

Anw after that went imm to eat wif irene, zihan, wh, gim and chai. Lol. Laughed like crazy at irene. Coz she wanted to cab home, then i tell her take bus but she say she damn blur take bus will get lost one, then somemore cab more convenient for her since she "walk out of imm then turn then reach her house liao" (quoted from irene). Then me and wh both asked her "Why u take cab then? Since u walk out of imm, turn then reach your house liao." LOL. Then we demo-ed to her by walking one step and turn. hahahaha damn funny, u can ask me again next time if u dun get it by reading this. After that when we want to go home le, me and wh purposely walk one step out of imm, turn right on the spot and shouted "irene dao4 jia1 liao!" LOL.

Alrites, tmr's sunday, and after tmr, school's going to start le. Sian, i just realised i dun hate school, i just hate lessons. Coz i'm excited about hosting the new zealand pupils, and without the school, that wouldn't be possible. So conclusion is, school rocks, lectures and tutorials and practicals sucks.

2009-03-20T18:10:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song to True by Ryan Cabrera.

Haish, holidays are coming to an end and there's still much hw left to do. My mum's been crazy today too, telling me and my bro to do so much stuffs and being unpleased and unpleasant throughout. Can't stand it, can't wait to get out.

Sian y can't holidays last forever. Why can't i be studying in some other college overseas instead of being stuck in a fast pace society like singapore where everyone's competing for everything. Zzz.

2009-03-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

Unite was great although tiring. (: (: (:

So just came back from swimming not long ago. I'm sick actually, but dunno y i always exercise when i'm sick. -.- I ran quite a distance last time when i was sick too. lols.

Short post today, long post another day when i have more stuffs to write about.

Dinner time now.

2009-03-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

Survived today. Feeling that my body's going to shut down soon.

So today had pe for one hour, as crazy as usual. After so many rounds, still had to do continuous sprints for dunno how long so that we can train up the time before the lactic acid kicks in. -.- After that ran again. So after pe, i'm physically super tired.

Following that, had break before going through 6 hours of lessons without any breaks in between coz ms tan wun be here tmr so she brought forward her lesson to our break today. 6 hours of continuous lessons!! At the last lesson, i was staring at the teacher blankly without taking in anything, mentally shut down le.

So to sum it up, today was a crazy and super tiring day. haish.

And my holidays are super packed to the brim. I love my holidays packed, but this is seriously getting crazy again. The worst which i thought would happen really happened. Activities starts to get packed into the holidays and crashed with each other. Haish. How would i have the time to catch up with my studies and get some rest during the holidays. Not to mention all the homework. I so dread holidays now. Exactly wad happened during the last december holidays, packed to the brim till i have to split my day up into morning, afternoon and evening slots to fit most of the stuffs in.

Argh, save me. Shall sleep early tonight again..

2009-03-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

Decided to update this dying blog.

Changed my blog song again to breathe slow by alesha dixon. Nice song, do listen to it, thanks Rachel for recommending.

School was okay today, dreading tmr. Six hours of lessons straight without any breaks in between, wonder how am i going to survive. haish.

Can't wait for holidays to start though i doubt i'll really get any day to sleep in and really relax at home. Foresees a packed holidays with so much stuffs to do.

Do leave a tag if u read so i would know that its not that dead and just me reading my own blog so that i would have the motivation to blog more often. Thanks.

Shall sleep early tonight. Feeling so tired and the bed looks so inviting.

2009-03-05T17:37:00.003+08:00

Haish, quite a bad week for me made worse by falling sick. haish. Feeling so tortured now by this feeling of being sick since i only fall sick once in a blue moon. Felt terrible throughout today.

Gonna change my blog song soon.

Off to rush out my essay and get some rest.

Anyway, happy birthday wendy!

2009-03-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

Cg was great yesterday although its quite a small group. lol.

After that went for Geraldine's WB. Congratz. (:

Then went for kfc before rushing off down to raffles to meet up wif bella, richmond and jaslyn. lol. Supposed to take the singapore river boat rides and stuffs but it was raining heavily, so we went to suntec to catch a movie instead. Marley and Me was real nice. haha.

Reached home late and tired. The weather was so nice for sleeping. hahas.

Anyway, bon voyage Monique! Have a safe trip! (:
And also bon voyage Geraldine too who's leaving later in the afternoon! Have a safe trip too! (:

2009-02-26T19:26:00.001+08:00

Argh y cant i see my own tagboard. zzz.

Feeling so pekchek now. Cant wait for tmr to be over.

2009-02-26T18:51:00.004+08:00

Okay decided to blog again. Been so busy nowadays.

So on wednesday had cca band physical training. Feeling so sore and aching all over now, ran 2.4 on tuesday for pe plus loads of other physical stuffs, then wednesday band physical training, then today pe again. zzz.

Anyway after band practice on wednesday, we saw a very big and beautiful rainbow! Pictures!

Quite alot of pictures i know, i spammed coz its just so so nice! Took a few pictures with the rainbow but the pictures are not with me. lol. The 3rd and 2nd last pictures cant really see the rainbow coz its behind the trees and the last picture is just a random shot of the sky. The rainbow really made my day less stressing and tiring.

Tmr's another stressing day, 2 physics practical to be handed up tmr morning plus chem test. Urgh... Nvm shall not talk about it.

Anyway i changed my blog song to If you're not the one by daniel beddingfield. Comment if its nice! (:

2009-02-23T18:44:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for this week to be over, then at least i'll be able to relax abit. I dread tutorials man. Haish. Rv life is so boring. Still thought that jc life would be more colorful.. But too bad i'm stuck here in rv without a choice of where to go. Suddenly thinking about when they told us that we have a choice to apply for other jcs but they never told us how we can go about doing it. Oh wells.. only choice now is to endure for 2 years.

I want holidays!! But in rv, its considered a study break for us to catch up and prepare for our exams. How sad is that man. Haish, i'm complaining alot alot here. So occupied with unpleasant stuffs like school. Also, school ends so late everyday, i think that we must be no-lifers in order to be able to complete tutorials and assignments punctually plus still having the time to revise for tests. Some people might call it good time management, but i feel that by having the time to do all that, there's pretty much nothing else you can do which is not related to school and studies. Can't stand those no-lifers out there who spend their whole day everyday mugging and mugging and talking about studies and nothing else. Seriously, we should get a life and be able to do some stuffs not related to school. Or else, we might as well spend 24 hours in school.

Can't help keeping up my complains. Today's GP lesson reminded me of how i felt last time when rv turned ip. I was telling my friends, i forgot who, that rv might as well extend all the way down to nursery or kindergarten and all the way up to polytechnics, ite and university. How cool (or freaking no-life) would that be man, imagine rv kindergarten, rv polytechnic. Might as well go on and open offices and factories so that we can work in rv when we turn adults. Like change the name from rvip to rvforlife. LOL. Freaking retarded -.- although i'm only going to be stuck here for 6 years, but the 2 more years remaining seems freaking long.

Shall stop here, or else i'll keep ranting on and on.

people change

2009-02-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog again. Emerge was great! (:

So on saturday, didn't mug at all although i intended to. Went Jp with huipeng and rachel instead. Just wanted to get out of the house. lol. So ate dinner at hongkong cafe then we walked around. I bought a pair of new everlast shoes! lol. Reached home at 11pm, same time as my mum. LOL.

Today's service was great. The interview really made me think and realise about wad marriage is about, although it might not apply to me now. hahas. CIC after service was alright, i felt it was abit draggy though. Anyway, i might be joining the tv ministry, sounds like fun. haha.

Another long and draggy week ahead. Prays that the week will go smoothly for me and i'll be able to cope. Shall think how to make the best out of friday and not be so rush. Can't wait for holidays~~

2009-02-16T16:56:00.002+08:00

Tried inviting my mum to church yesterday. And she kind of agreed! i guess. Coz she say she'll tell me when she's free. lol. But anw i'm still happy. (: my mum is quite understanding eh since i kind of expected her to be quite negative about church again but she seems quite fine wif it now. Hahas. Praying specifically and fervently sure works. Was asking for my family's understanding and for them to be saved half the time for the Pms. Guess its the first big step towards that.

Managed to survive another day at school. Well, its quite funny being in one of the better classes where teachers have good impression on us and treats us very well since i was in one of the academically not so good class last year and the treatment was quite different. Although at this point of time, i still have to say i love 4H more, with its fun loving people, although we're not exactly tt serious into studies which is probably y the teachers keep telling us to study. haha. But now my current class, the majority of the ppl are very serious towards their studies, which is a good thing although it makes me more stressed to keep up wif the pace.

But the treatment from the teachers is really very different! haha. The teachers now walk into our class and assumes that we already know most of the stuffs, so they teach really less. Kind of enjoy ms tan's physics lessons although i heard from other classes that she's fierce but she's like rarely fierce to my class. Eg today, she came in and only went through like ONE physics tutorial question although we have a physics test coming up on wednesday and its her last lesson with us before the test. LOL. Instead she told us some funny stories and she also told us directly that she expect all of us to do okay for the test ourselves. Hahas. Which is good of coz, shall study harder so us not to disappoint and so that she can continue her lessons with us light heartedly.

Can't emphasize the difference in treatment more, since last year before tests, our teachers will be very worried about how we'll do and there'll be make up lessons after school and such stuffs to prepare us for the test. Makes me think whether the better treatment which i think my class receives now is wad the other better classes received too last year.

Oh and i cut my hair of my own accord. LOL, first time seh. Normally i cut my hair only when i get caught by teachers or principals or when my mum complains. But now the weather is so hot i willingly went to cut my hair.

Speaking about hot weathers, the air quality now is quite bad which can be seen from the fogginess although the PSI reading is still normal. Hmmm, my guess is that the bad air quality might be due to the Australian bushfires. Anna take care in Melbourne arh, dun breath too much. LOL.

And today is Aileen's birthday, happy birthday Aileen!

2009-02-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

Well guess my research is accurate then. Will hear about the last two needs of women and man next week, financial support, family committment and dosmestic support, admiration respectively.

Feeling better today. Although i'm feeling the stress coming from school. I cant wait for holidays so tt i can take a proper break, hopefully getting out of singapore to some exotic place so tt i could catch my breath.

Hmmm i dunno wad to write about here. Feeling so empty inside. Gonna change my blog song soon.

2009-02-14T19:36:00.001+08:00

I'm weak.

2009-02-14T18:54:00.003+08:00

My 100th post here.

So today's valentine's day. Happy valentine's day everyone, although i'm not affected by it. Feeling quite bored in fact. So wednesday went to eat hotpot culture at marina square, ate till damn full. Gonna miss anna when she flies off. Hope there really will be a trip to melbourne wif the section seniors to visit anna during the june holidays.

A stressing week at school for me, although the school days are over but i'm already feeling the stress of next week school days. Haish. 5 tests coming up, all wif so much weightage. Guess this is like the first time i feel that i have so little time and so unprepared for the upcoming tests. Haish. And i dunno who to turn to ask for help. ):

On a lighter note, cg managed to lift my mood abit today. Happy birthday to jiajun! may god bless u in everything tt u do. Oh and happy birthday to simon too! although we're in different classes le but hope we'll still keep constantly in touch. (:

Life is so full of uncertainties. I have no idea y my heart feels so down and heavy. Why am i not in the mood to do anything. haish. Hope it'll all get better in time and tt my mood will have a 180 degrees change by tmr. Can't bring myself to smile much today. Argh. This paragraph is so crap, no idea wad i'm typing. Shall just end this post here.

2009-02-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

The moon is so bright and round tonight.

Saturday's cg was great. Shall rmb the meaning behind the story of Martha and Mary. Sunday's service was interesting although the message dun really apply to students, but still its interesting and funny at times. lol. Anyway i already found out the top 5 needs of men and women although i'm not sure whether it is the same as Pastor Kong's. lol.

5 top basic needs of a man
Sexual Fulfillment
Recreational Companionship
Attractive Spouse
Domestic Support (Know how to run the house)
Admiration

5 top basic needs of a woman
Affection
Conversation (understand feeling, not thinking)
Honesty
Financial Support
Family Committment

Hahas high chance i'll be correct. (: Went to tutor yifei in her physics after fellowship. Hope she'll do well.

So today after school went for pm with yifei. Shan't say wad i prayed for here. Hope they'll all be answered. Its tt important to me.

Anna's leaving singapore for her studies in melbourne soon. Farewell dinner on wednesday. Haish. The most funny senior i have. Still rmb tt we use to talk alot of lame stuffs during band combines and draw on the scores. Haha.

My 99th post here.

2009-02-03T18:12:00.003+08:00

Survived another day of school. Survive makes it sounds like its a torture for me to go to school, but it really is. Tt dreaded place.. cant believe i'm stuck in the education system for almost 14 years already. Wonder how ppl can enjoy school when there are better alternatives like leisure activities tt we can do if school doesnt exist. Dun think i'll ever reach tt incredulously high level of optimism to bring myself to like school. ONLY comfort about school is tt there are lots of friends though.

Lessons ended at 4 today, surprised myself by managing to keep awake throughout since i had a tiring pe lesson on the first period where we ran out of the school to hort park and did push ups and crunches there. haish. Another dreaded day tmr.

Oh and i'm sad tt the same bunch nz friends we made went we went over to nz wun be coming back this March, instead another whole new grp will come over since i heard tt their teacher wants to give other students a chance to come over so it means i'll be hosting a whole new group of ppl. Sian, i kind of miss the nz friends there lor.

2009-02-02T18:13:00.003+08:00

Managed to survive the day. lol.

Reached school on time. New classmate jiamin joined the class! 23 people now. yay the more the merrier. lol. Spilled curry all over myself today and had to go to the office to borrow a set of attire. They dun have the senior's long pants and shirt so i ended up wearing the borrowed pe shirt and the retarded shorts for the rest of the day. sian.

I'm so bored now. Cant wait for weekends to come again. zzz. And i changed the blog song.

2009-02-01T19:03:00.003+08:00

Finally decided to update due to a few requests though i think my posts are generally boring. Lazy to log into blogger to update since i can't think of anything much to update. lols.

Yesterday went mr tan's house to bai4 nian2. Lagged there and played rock band set. hahas. I'm addicted to rock band set. After that went hp's house to bai4 nian2. Played card games and ate dinner there. After that went out wif sh, yw, gim and wh. Sh drove us to play pool while we await wh's birthday. lol. Lagged at macs and played card games there before sh drove all of us home. Reached home at 3am. Collapsed on the bed after bathing. lol.

Today's service was awesome. 2nd part of the talk about chinese and about how we have to move on with the culture and be a 21st century citizen and not lag behind. lol. No bs after that coz the book was sold out.

Alright i'm done wif my post, nth much written. lol. Anw today's wh's and hilary's birthday so..

Happy 18th birthday wenhui! & Happy 15th birthday hilary!

2009-01-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

Updates. 53rd school anniversary on friday. Boring as usual. Then after that continue wif normal lessons. -.- They should really give us half day off since its the school anniversary lor. zz.

Cellgroup was great today. Shall remember the 3"C"s and stick to it and hopefully come out feeling more accomplished by the end of this year. (:

Cant wait for tmr to come, service then off to alumni concert! woohoo. although i still have loads of undone homework waiting for me to complete. And i seriously should start reading up the notes before lectures and tutorials. haish.

And going to mrs chak's house on 22nd wif excos and the previous batches for dinner. yay again. Can see her cute baby. lol.

2009-01-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

Not a good day for me today. Haish. I feel so stressed out!! Stress stress stress! Argh stupid school...

2009-01-14T18:00:00.003+08:00

Didnt update yesterday coz was very tired and had campfire so was only released from school at 9pm, thus reached home quite late.

New Age Revolution orientation camp officially ended and lessons are going to start tomorrow. Argh. Sianz. Back to studying mode for all the tests and exams which will be coming soon. Stress. Shall not be updating so often since i have to concentrate on my studies more, dun wish to lag behind and play catching up later at the end of the year.

Cant wait for weekends to come. Will be so much fun plus there's alumni concert on Sunday. Got the feeling that i very long nvr go for any concert le, like one month plus? lols. Got so much stuffs i've yet to do but i dun feel like doing anything sia. sianz.

2009-01-12T19:22:00.005+08:00

Start of school today! Orientation was quite okay. My classmates still quite okay also. But one thing really made my day. O level higher chinese results! lol. Surprisingly i got an A1, freaking can't believe it okay?! And i think all my friends can't believe it either, coz my chinese like fail or borderline one and i was in chinese remedial class all the way from sec 3 to sec 4. Was so super nervous i would fail before getting my results, then get back i saw an A, i was so exhilarated that i didnt even check whether a1 or a2 until my friend asked me then i check and saw it was A1, walao, i highed like mad and was super duper happy before i went back to check the result slip to double check whether it was really my name on it. LOL.

Oh man oh man so happy. lols. Then after that went to eat with hp and sylvia, talked loads of stuffs before going home. lol. Hope this is a sign of a good year to come for me! (:

2009-01-08T09:39:00.002+08:00

So had fun at sentosa on saturday wif celine, kenvin, jiajun, cheryl, jeremy, monique, hilary and vincent. After that went chalet. Quite fun but tiring. lols.

Had cca on tuesday, after band went to jo's house wif kenneth and daniel to play rock band set. Woohoo damn fun can, played for dunno how many hours straight until from first timers, we can all play the expert mode. lol.

Had primary school gathering yesterday. Quite stunned at how some had changed so much. A few became abit paikia i guess, smoking and all, but i still think they're v nice ppl since i've known them for so many years. lol. Guess they're just more mischievous and look pai on the outside only. Listened to their sec school stories and the stuffs they do in school which is quite out of the world and shocking to me and some of my other friends. Hahas.

Supposed to go kboxing with them again today but sadly i have to turn them down coz i'm so broke. Got to save up a little when school starts. hais.

2009-01-02T14:01:00.003+08:00

So slept till 11am today coz only slept for 2 hours from 6am to 8am yesterday during excos plus kaylene sleepover. haha. Mainly, playing cards, watching dvds and snacking till countdown where we tuned in to mediacorp to countdown and wished each other happy new year after tt. hahas. Then back to watching more dvds. haha. All of them fell asleep at 4am then i went back to my room to play com. lols.

Last to sleep but first to wake up. Woke all of them up then lagged around watching tv and chitchatting before going out for breakfast. Then came back and played bridge for hours before we go out for dinner. lol.

Shall be my last post till monday i think, going sentosa for connect grp outing then going class chalet straight after tt. Thinking about my poor juniors now, haha, school starts for them today and they're having cca after school. Wonder y school dun start at 5th for them. lols.

2008-12-31T13:09:00.002+08:00

Had cca yesterday, my tone abit out in the beginning, too long nvr practice le, but after that it turned out quite okay to me. lols. Then went subway with my fellow batch bandsmen to eat at westmall subway, talked alot of crap there and a few funny jokes here and there which made everyone laughed like mad. hahas.

Went home after that to bathe and change then went out again to buy the bbq stuffs before going over to Rachael's house for bbq. haha. Nice fire started by xq so all the food cooked nicely. After that we took LOADS of retarded pictures. haha. Reached home past midnight. (:

Sleepover at my house today with the same grp of ppl as yesterday (excos + kaylene LOLS) to countdown to the new year. lol.

2008-12-29T16:34:00.004+08:00

Went for service on saturday and sunday. Saw SUN in person for the first time and the interview was quite interesting and funny. Service on sunday was as meaningful and the part which gave me the deepest impression is crushing up and kicking away the paper containing all our past. Should always look forward aye. After that went for fellowshipping and then to walk around at jp. hahas.

Been watching alot of videos on youtube ppl, loads of talented ppl out there which inspires me to become as good as them in wad they do. haha. Watch this video here, its an improvised version of canon in d on a piano, it kind of incorporates, jazz, classic and rock elements etc into this one song which makes me feel very lively and bob to the music. hahas. enjoy! (:

2008-12-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

Cut my hair again, this time its a huge difference, very short. Urgh.

Christmas service on wednesday is crowded. (: The drama was very good with elements of humour in it. hahas. Candlelight service was as beautiful as always when u look across the hall.

Me, Yifei and Celine:

So currently reading a book titled "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. He is the founding pastor of Saddleback Church in Lake Forest, California, one of America's largest and best-known churches. Very nice book, feel free to borrow from me if u want to after i've finish reading it. lols.

Feeling so bored now, looking forward to class chalet next weekend, got so much catching up to do wif them. lol.

2008-12-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

Just went to cut my hair, actually cant see much difference ba, only i can feel the difference coz my head feels lighter. lol.

So band camp was both exhausting and fun at the same time, only had one hour of sleep. Pictures on facebook, lazy to upload here, coz uploading pictures onto blogger simply pisses me off. lol.

Haish, my parents are giving me less and less money each day, causing me not to have enuf to buy xmas presents. So sorry everyone. ):

Anw candlelight service on sunday was meaningful and fun at the same time, the little flame glowing on everyone's candle lighted up the whole place and its just so beautiful to watch. Also, like to thank wendy for her v v v meaningful present. (:

Cca tmr, hope my sectionmate is back from overseas coz my scores are wif her. zzz.

Okay dunno y my post like so disorganised, simply typing everything which happen to cross my mind. Crappy post but whatever, lazy to edit. lols. I want to watch twilight!!

2008-12-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

Alrite feeling quite nua3 now, dunno y but i feel so packed up till i have no breathing space. Feeling like i treat my house like a hotel which i come back just to bathe and sleep, i know my parents dun like it and i dun like it too, but i can't help it. haish.

So monday had nz gathering. Went for dinner and then watch Bolt! Hilarious movie and the dog, cat and especially the hamster are all super cute. lols. Reached home like close to midnite.

Today went school to prepare for band camp stuffs. After that went clementi to buy stuffs for band investiture. So broke. Haish. Think i have negative 20 bucks now, coz i still owe a few ppl money. Argh.

Meeting rachael tmr to get some more investiture stuffs, then will go for section outing which most probably will take up the whole day. Then going to have band camp from thursday to saturday. Highly suspect i'm going to get grounded anytime soon coz i've been going out everyday and only reaching home everyday late at night.

Hmmm just receieved a letter saying i got some good progress award which is like hundred fifty bucks. Asked my mum whether i can use like fifty bucks from it coz i'm so broke but she dun allow and insist on putting this odd sum into my bank. Zzz. Dun see the point lor, put in bank also not much interest. Sian.

2008-12-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

Okay updating. Always feel lazy to sign into blogger. -.-

So went to school in friday morning to prepare for band camp stuffs. Super funny filming all the videos and making the clues and hints. haha. After that went kboxing wif lao excos at marina. Shall have another outing soon yea. Love hanging out wif u guys. (: After that, went city harvest church wif yifei. First time been to a church, totally not wad i expected but i guess its fun eh, best thing is making some new friends. Okay, shall not elaborate too much liao. hahas.

For today, i went for cellgroup in the afternoon. Fun and nice bonding session, got to know the people more. :D After that went to find the lao excos to print the band tee but due to some reason, the shop we went to can't print it, so walked to yss for yuhua's band pop. They had a mini concert after that, about the same as last year's ba. Went swensens for dinner wif my family after that and then meet up wif the lao excos walked around tom and stephanie to find daniel working! hahas. He looks quite funny in his tom and stephanie shirt folding clothes. haha.

Argh, wish i have more time, my holidays schedule suddenly feel so packed till i have to split a day up into different time slots, morning, afternoon, evening to nite. zzz.

Gonna change my blogsong soon, christmas coming!

2008-12-08T14:09:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to post again. haha.

Went to the supermummy's final at mediacorp yesterday with xq, hp, sylvia, emily, kc and guofeng to support geraldine's mum, alison! But she didn't win though, but its okay, i think she's a super pro mum. Went to eat at ang moh kio after tt before going home. Reached home at 12.40am. lols.

Stoning at home whole day today. bored. Haish. I like the weather today, very cooling for a day in singapore. Haish. Should have planned to go out today on hari raya haji, instead of stoning at home in front of the com now.

Cca and class outing tmr. So super broke now. Argh.

2008-12-03T07:25:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to update. Only a few things to say about the new zealand trip. It totally ROCKS!!! hahahahaha. The experience there is more than wad words can say and describe. The landscape there is simply breathtaking and i'm seriously envious of them being able to live such a relaxed and carefree life in the suburbs of the city among the sea, hills, mountains and fields. The people there are super friendly too, just imagine walking along the streets and strangers will just wave, say hi or just start a friendly conversation.

Dun think i'll upload pictures here since i hate to upload pictures into blogger. The trip is just so fun. lol. Will tell u guys more about it in person if u all wanna know, or maybe i'll just update little by little ba. Made some new sec 2 friends. Feel abit old actually after getting to know them a little. lols.

Still suffering from jet lag sia. Feel so noob. But can't blame me ba, since there's also some other ppl who's still suffering from it too due to the time difference of 5 hours which is quite alot.

Going kbox later to celebrate a nz friend's birthday. Think i'll just sit there and see ba, since i got serious sore throat now and can't even talk properly. lol.

2008-11-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song to leavin by jesse mccartney. One of my fav songs, always listen to it. lol.

Today had band, a few small cats and dogs (in chinese) as ms chan always say. lol. So after that went to eat superdog at vivo before going chinatown buy some bubbletea recommended by chihyun. Went home after tt.

Packed my stuff le, flying to nz tmr morning. Hope i din miss out anything. Quite excited about the trip, shall take the trip as an opportunity to relax myself and take my mind off stuffs. Sort out my thoughts too. lol. Hope i wun miss u all too much while i'm away. anw its only 8 days so should be quite fast ba. lols.

Wish me a safe and fun journey and check back soon. (:

2008-11-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

Had class outing yesterday. Reached junbin's house at around 3 plus then lagged till around 5 then start the fire. hahas. First time i ever helped in setting the charcoal and starting the fire all that. lols. As usual, bbq is never really filling, drank till i feel bloated instead so i wun feel hungry. lols. After that lagged and played truth or dare till very late then went home. fun outing, hahas, everyone's leaving for gpp soon. Shall have another outing after we all come back ba.

And speaking of gatherings, i just received a message saying the my pri school class gathering this thursday is cancelled. Sianxx. Nvm, shall have one after i come back from new zealand.

So today went out wif hp to imm to look for some thing (forgot wad its called, lols) at best denki. lol. After tt since we cant find long sleeves shirts at imm, went town instead and she bought like 3. I bought an acne patch since i had a pimple outbreak after the bbq. lols. After that i went back westmall and bought a surfer's paradise slippers for 12.90, quite nice and its on special offer thats y so cheap. hahas. Okay band tmr, wonder wad are the games. Captain's ball most probably. lol.

so much dilemmas, i need oxygen. reminds myself its alr over.

2008-11-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday bro! changed my blog song. woo just reached home. its actually 12.24am midnite now although i dunno y the post put such a weird time. hahas. went east coast park chalet just now to celebrate my cousin's baby being one month old, that makes me an uncle liao. haha!

Reached there and walked my cousin's dog. damn cute maltese chihuahua. lol. Heard alot of ppl commenting on how cute it is as i walked it along ecp. After that went cycling wif my younger cousins, realised that ur butt can be very sore after cycling for 3 hours. haha. But its a fun experience cycling and listening to music at the same time. Would be even more fun if i have a gf to bring along wif me. hahas okay i'm thinking too much, maybe a few more years ba when i'm in university. lol.

Class outing tmr, realised my days are quite packed wif stuff which is exactly wad i wanted. haha. Still need to plan section outing and a possible band chalet if i got the time to do so. Shall do everything after my nz trip ba.

although there's still some tinge of unwillingness to let go, i'm glad to still be able to distract myself and think on the positive side about the hassles of being in a relationship (: its over!

2008-11-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

Went for band today. Quite late coz i didn't wake up automatically. lols.

Went for lunch at mos burger after band at imm. lagged there and talked damn long for around 2 hours. hahas.

Got quite a few songs and videos to recommend. Shall do so soon since i dun feel like typing so much today. lol. Been watching tonnes of videos by american idols, britain's got talent, x-factor and concerts by various artistes on youtube. hahas.

Okay gtg liao, going for my just married this year cousin's baby one month celebration tmr. It's a baby boy!! haha.

in the process of giving it up unless a miracle happens.

2008-11-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Having headache now man, must be the rain getting into my head. lols.

Woke up this morning and went bowling at cdans. Played quite terribly but i guess its a funny game i had. haha. Played wif alot of lame patterns. Lazy to describe though. lol.

After that went to eat subway, bloated after the footlong meal. -.-

Then went town to walk myself, looking out for slippers and watches. Got down a few watch brand numbers, shall find if there's a better deal. The rain made me stuck at Wisma and Taka for hours. So wandered round and round, looked at clothes etc. Even saw a performance by Madagascar. haha.

Some clothes from Esprit and zara caught my eye, shall try to save for it ba though i doubt i will be able to since i spend every single cent i have in my wallet everytime.

i will never stand in your way, i might be lonely, but i'm not afraid.. or am i?

2008-11-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

Went out yesterday in the morning to buy some stuff. lol. Then after tt ate lunch then walked around at bugis. hahas, there's a funny shop there which sells alot of rojak stuff, everything also can mixed tgt to become some sort of tea. lol.

After that went to celebrate gim's bday. Went some funny place where the waiter gave us cream to smack onto gimling's face. I took a video of the process. hahah. Very funny. Then went leon's house play mahjong. lol.

Played till quite late then went to eat tzi char for dinner. Talked alot alot of crap over dinner before finally realising its late le. So went home after tt. haha.

Oh man, going new zealand in 12 days. Realise i got alot of things havent prepare or packed yet. Shall go choose my subject combi later. sian.

am i going in the right direction? or is it just wishful thinking on my part. haish..

2008-11-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog song. Very nice song, enjoy (:

Anw looking forward to class chalet and NZ trip. Should be so fun. haha. Year 4 is over, looking forward to enjoying my holidays and year 5. Hope i'll have a fun class next year lol, not too mug or nerd or weird or anything. hahas.

Lagged at home today, going out tmr. lols. Can't wait to go out to get some fresh air after being cooped up at home today. haha.

2008-11-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

Got back my results slip today. Not up to expectations as stated on my comments. Abit pekchek also becoz i have 3 subjects which need just 1 more mark to next grade. But nvm, my comments is like totally different from others. Wad write should try not to be late for school so often this kind one while others received mostly positive comments. Ohwells.

Had to attend a talk by NTU n NUS too, not really helpful since i still dunno wad to take next time. Dun even know whether i'll want go into these universities also. hais. Feel so directionless.

Somebody point me into the right path pls.

2008-11-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

So Sunday went for excos outing. Fun filled day (: hope will have more of such days coming up. lol. Shan't blog too much about it else it'll be super long. lols.

Lagged at home mostly for monday.

Today had some sian mock chinese paper in preparation for HMT o lvls tmr. Dun think it helped much actually. And donated 5 bucks to charity to get a piece of entry proof. sian. Feel quite scammed, but nvm cant help it since i lost it.

Anw i got alot of songs to recommend. (:

So Jieren's recommendations for days, haha:

Who will i be-Mitchie
Play my music- Connect 3
Here i am- peggy
Right now (na na na)- Akon
Check yes juliet- We the Kings
Photo- Ryan Cabrera
Monsoon- Tokio Hotel

& of coz all the songs from HSM3 soundtrack! Lol.

Okay i'm done here, wish me good luck for my olvls hmt tmr so i wun ever have to touch chinese ever again. lol.

2008-11-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

Been neglecting my blog for quite awhile le. Lol. Engrossed in facebook ba. hahas.

Can't wait for holidays to start. Can play and play and play and also the new zealand trip. lols. Hope there are activities and chalets lined up soon so i can keep myself occupied instead of sianing at home. lol. Feel free to ask me out anytime and i will go out provided i'm free, lol.

The school's deciding our fate next monday le. Alamak. Hope i can make it sia. Scared. lol but shall not think about it. Nothing much to blog about liao since i'm at home the whole day today. lol.

2008-10-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

So exams' over, hope i will do well, celebrations started. Friday was crazy, Saturday was enjoyable. (:

Lol. Dun feel like typing too much so that sums it up. Finally can sit back and relax abit. Changed my blog song from Because You Live by Jesse Mccartney to Gotta Find You by Joe Jonas. Very nice song. Partly because i just watched Camp Rock again and am in the mood now. lol.

Tags reply:
-yulu: but must depend on whether its nice or not ma. lol.
-Lynn: haha yea its random that u tagged on my blog. Thanks for tagging anw. (:
-Jo: haha ended le. Yea. 2c chalet but must help me to plan also. Dun plan such stuffs much.
-wenhui: yea finished le. Finally. Agree it drags like shit, should just have all the papers in one day. Okay lets cs soon.
-sylvia: yea haha its time to let go. woohoo. Enjoy ur time after exams. lol.
-rachael: haha ok shall try to plan if nobody does it.But have to know when u guys are free.

Sky is very grey and its raining. Gotta plan something up for tmr.

2008-10-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

Decided to post today. Wasted my past 2 days away, not to mention today too. lol.

Been thinking of all the fun i'm going to have after eoys which makes it impossible for me to concentrate on the upcoming exams. Shall consider myself damn tyco if i can get above gpa 3 this time.

So came up with a entertainment after eoys list (fun packed, lol) and a shopping list. So here goes my shopping list (will be damn glad if any of u decides to buy me any of these to wish me good luck for eoys, LOL)
: A hoodie, a pullover, wallet, slippers, tshirts(plain sort), nice jeans, contacts (though my mum dun allow, but ohwells..).. lol. But doubt i can get all of them so shall eliminate wallet, slippers, tshirts and nice jeans. But still, think hoodie will cost around 80? Pullover might amount to a hundred, contacts i'm not sure since i have astig. Even so, think it'll still amount to 200 plus. Sian, quite impossible to save up so much by end of eoys. So shall aim to buy everything by holidays. haha.

Stuck on my written report for freaking long le, shall pia it out today in order to hand in as deadline's yesterday -.-

2008-10-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

Changed my blogskin and blogsong. Wanted a theme which is like partying mood for after eoys. Think i'm going to go crazy and play like mad after eoys since i'm already fantasising about wad i'm going to de le. lol. Changed my blog song to Because You Live by Jesse McCartney. Love his songs, think the blog songs i'll change to next time will all be by him. haha. Do leave a tag after reading. (:

2008-10-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

Posting a short one here. Changed my blog song coz dunno wads wrong with the previous one, some stupid problem which made the whole thing sound very stupid as it only play half a minute of the song. Therefore changed it to No Worries by McFly. Very nice song. (:

2008-09-23T09:02:00.000+08:00

Decided to change my blog song to Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney. My favourite song currently. haha.

Can't post much coz i can only be online for awhile. Will only be posting short posts occasionally now and then since my mum decided to ban me from the com till after eoys. sian. haha.

Check back soon. (:

2008-09-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

Decide to do this random quiz from hp's blog. lol. First time doing such quizes.

1. do you believe in love at first sight??
nope.
2. have you ever talk to a guy you never met before?
ya, i talk to alot of ppl i've never met before.
3. when is your birthday??
9th april
4. do you wish for alot of presents ??
who don't?
5. whartt are your hobbies??
lagging
6. whartt are you thinking about now?
seriously, this is stupid
7. are you in love with anyone now?
yes, no, maybe? lol.
8. do you believe that you are adopted by your parents?
no
9. who do you think will help you with your sorrows?
friends
10. If you think he/she can help, will you help him/her back?
ya, friends are suppose to help each other wad.
11. who is the person you really hate??
No idea, if i really hate that person also wun write it here.
12. Who issh the person who is closest to you ?? ( as in family member )
my mum
13. Who's your closest set of friends?
swee, johnny and excos 07
14. have they ever back-stab you ?
no, or else they wun be my closest set of friends liao.
15. who is your counseller??
everyone i feel i can talk to.
16. whartt do you love doing ??
lagging
17. whartts your fav. colour?
teal
18. Do you have any pets?
no, wish to have though
19. whartt are your plans for them
no idea
20. whartt is your future planning?
hmmm, no idea. haha.
21. whart do you wish to be when you grow up?
multi-billionaire :D
22. whartt do you wish to do for your parents when you are older?
take good care of them
23. last question : Who do you wan to send this quiz too?? ( 1o ppl )
Dunno. haha.